Journeys and Faces: A Tale of Travel and People “This whole process of self-actualization is hard,” I thought. Later, I figured it was a mere ego–self-pride thought of the busier I am, the worthier I’ll be (in fact, no LOL). I had so many things, plans, goals, activities to do. And all of the stressful events and thoughts accumulated and came to its peak on one Friday afternoon in November. It was really overwhelming.. I vented to my mom and she felt bad that I felt that way. At that time, she had some things to work on in Salatiga and I impulsively asked if I could join her. She rejected, and suggested Solo instead. I booked the train ticket and hotel in a rush, indeed an impulsive decision. I even made the itinerary on the train LOL, and nothing planned in particular, really. I also brought some of the material for my undergraduate thesis HAHAHAH had a thought to have work from cafe in Solo… actually I thought, I just wanted a different environment, fresh air was all I n...
Thursday, 28 March , 2019 Hari ini, aku tidak masuk sekolah. Lagi. Coba tebak karena apa? Kesiangan. Zzz. Semalam aku memang begadang, walau sudah diingatkan oleh Mama dan si Kakak jangan begadang, tetap saja ngeyel. Kalau diminta untuk memberi skor hari ini, hmmm kukasih 8/10 deh. Hari ini, walaupun aku tetap mengerjakan soal, aku memanfaatkan waktu kegabutanku untuk refreshing. Menghilangkan penat. Tadi aku sempat membeli beberapa barang yang kupikir akan berguna untukku. Sepulang dari jalan-jalan, aku memutuskan untuk mendekam di kamar dan mencoba barang-barang tersebut. Ehhh, tanpa kusangka, ternyata sekitar jam setengah sepuluh listrik mati, lampu padam, ya sudah deh gelap-gelapan. Aku memutuskan untuk ngafe bentar sambil numpang wifi-an, memesan segelas es americano, seperti biasa. Dan akhirnya aku mengetik ini deh. Untuk introspeksi beberapa minggu ke belakang ini. Aku menyadari (dan disadari) bahwa di dalam hidup ini, orang pasti akan datang dan pergi. Literal...
To anyone who need this, I hope soon you’ll feel the bliss. To you, Just hold on, Though everything seems to be gone. And bear this in mind, You’re one of the great kind. You will revive, Cause there’s belief you can survive.
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